So just another college day, another lunchtime, yet again another sandwich and being bored, which I don’t really mind. At least it gives me a chance to update this blog once in a while. Seems like I hardly blog nowadays but at least this gives me the chance to. So now I think my blog posts will be more text heavy rather than images. I guess I never really thought about how much this blog means to me, I guess I really just thought a blog to write stupid things but it really gives you a chance to vent on things. You notice things you would have never thought about and the fact of the matter is, you really take it for granted how much it helps you think things over. I think if anyone is actually reading this – start your own blog, it does more good than it does bad and really, what do you lose out on? You convey your feelings that you would never bring up normally that someone halfway across the world will read. No-one knows it’s you and no-one ever will unless you choose to share it. Looking around I see people I consider good friends, but is that what they think of me? I would never know. It’s not as if I can probe their minds and look for what they think of me. I can only contemplate on the fact that these people to me, on a personal level are most probably the best people I have ever met, so maybe, just maybe, there may be a mutual feeling of holding something dear.
Maybe this is something only I think about? I have no idea. But one thing I am sure of is, even if these people hurt me I will still hold them dear.
As Bob Marley once said
“Everbody will hurt you, it’s finding those that are worth getting hurt for”
But alas people change, those I thought I knew decided to keep their distance, so the only choice you have is to move on, that is, one thing we are flawed by as humans, and a species itself. Is the mere fact we are unable to hold onto relationships, maybe simply due to the fact that we, as humans feel the need to classify our relationships into meaningful classes – whereas less wise creatures merely rely on instinct, we over think even the simplest of things.
Ah what a sad life we live, a species which strives to understand others but will never be able to understand ourselves.
Harro Just wanted to say~Oh, So deep and true,
I would think those people who you consider as ‘good friends’ would think you are one too because for someone who can express how you hold them dear, would no doubt be classed as one of their close friends who they hold very dearly aswell (sorry if that don’t make sense 
) but its really sweet ^^
<3
P.S lol if that was a facebook post i would no doubt like it